24
February
2006
It’s hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It’s good to see you now with someone else
And it’s such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we’re still the same
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
Yeah, I know we’re cool
And I’ll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we’re hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we’ve been
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
cool, I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool…
(..one of my faves..these days)
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21
November
2005
m tired,
yet m happy…
but i still need to be alone..
vague.
yeah..that’s what i am.
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7
August
2005
i dunno wat to feel at this very moment..
scared?
confused?
betrayed?
hurt?
all of those mixed emotions came from the uncertainties i feel abt you..
i know..a lot has changed. I’m part of it.
You may not say it..but i know..
it’s not paranoia..but i know something has changed.
Definitely ..
What makes me grip to this dilemma..
is a promise that..
YOU wont fail me and i trust you.
Next to commitment is a great responsibility we shouldn’t miss.
But i still trust you.
You know what to do. i’m just here to listen.
I miss you.
You know me..I’m complicated.
But one thing sure about me is transparency and loyalty.
Admiration is ego boosting,that’s a fact.
Yet love is anything beyond our understanding..
it’s a deep feeling only the heart can explain.
Sincere,honest and real.
These qualities can define what I feel.
And you know..you always do..
That ul just have to say those words..
and i wud understand.
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3
August
2005
Listening to Kitchie Nadal’s Same Ground at 3 a.m while havin a cup of cappucino reminds me of the arguments we had..
Is it really paranoia? Or that addiction? Or jst having some kind of frustration? Plus the pressure at home?
At this late..still thoughts of you lay me to that nostalgic feeling..despite being drawn myself to cups of coffee..cappucino or even tea.
Opportunities rush on me..yet everything’s empty.
Smiles I made reminisce the happy days we had..despite my ever-fave line "we always don’t meet halfway.." and a sigh..or a walk out..
and i found out…
… hey..im just dreamin. 
… i haven’t found you.
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15
July
2005
i always had a vague definition of silence ..not until i found some answers that would truly define the joy in me in being alone in the realm of serenity..
there are circumstances in life that you feel so empty despite the laughter other people may offer..and u keep asking urself whats really w/ that "emptiness" …
and i guess..in silence..you wont get lost in looking fo the solutions. .
(sigh** sigh** actually..what im just tryin to say is..i miss you..and everyday is a struggle to live up with this complexities.. i leave that hard decision on fate..coz we’re not entitled to go against it..
U hav a spot in this heart..u will always have. In time..we’ll know the answer..
and hey..there’ll always a child in me..dat’s a fact.. sigh*sigh*)
i miss u ..bro….
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