18
September
2008

for my dad0

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spend me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never ever end
How I’d love love love to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal
One final glance
One final step
One final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never ever end
Cause I’d love love love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I’d pray for her even more than me

I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’ s dying to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

18
September
2008

18th of September0

A day of mourning..

It still lingers on my memory the day I cried my heart out..

It was the day I realized he’s gone..

It was the day of the worst pain in my life..

It’s been 11 years when half of me died..

It’s been a while … when we hugged.. when he called me his daughter..

..when I kissed him goodbye.

It’s been those years I longed for his presence.

It was the day .. I tried .. I learned to be strong.

Despite the cries.. the sadness.. I will always be your daughter

and you will always be my dad.

I will always be proud of you as what you are to me..

I love you pa.

and that will always be forever.

I miss you.